I Need to Need Shall I pursue a life of Science? Art? Debauchery? It is not new. More of the same wrinkled, worn, and tired illusion. Twining fingers about a rope, and around the neck. tighten, need, relax and tighten again. ad infinitum. but not. My life in small breaths. self-imposed asphyxiation. Copyright ©2006 John Wesley Lampe